its been awhile since i last enjoy "happy" instead i have been hit by troubles, troubles and more troubles.... i guess this is just the steps i have to take before being able to walk side by side with him... yeah thou this problem seems so endless i can see that it is being cleared one by one... and i hope that i can still be able to be loved and embraced by him...for i have done to many wrong things...
"he will not give any problems or trial which we in our very own power cant handle" this is the thought i have always been thinking to help me go throu the problems in our life one by one... i would like to challange you people... would you risk all your faith and trust him with our problems, so he will be able to help? i do hope that this will wake alot of us who is feeling down due to the endless problems we are experiencing in life...
when out dinner yesterday with steph's parents and siblings, I had a very fun session with them learning about how we should be planning with our future partner and so on.... i learn alot of stuff with them throughout this session and also they are a fun bunch to talk to... that morning around 1.30 we went down to Clark Quay to watch soccer, yeah the world cup finals... for all of you who miss it is so deprived man, lol just kidding. anyway the match end up in Italy winning it through penalty shoot out which really sux, france is so close in winning and 2 of their best player just blew the hell out of the whole entire game. 1st zidane getting a bloddy red card for being unable to control his bloody anger, when he head butted matterazzi's chest till he fall down, must be some hard head butt he did there... if only he didnt get send off by this stupid reason they would have a chance in winning it... 2nd its trezeguet for blewing his penalty shoot out... he is the only person who did not score... wth is wrong with that guy, being an ace in the field last time now and now he cant even score a penalty... man the whole match is just so good until these 2 people screw it up... well looks like zidane wont have the chance to play in a world cup ever again since it was his last world cup game this year...
after looking back on the past things and learning from your mistakes can only you change you self, i have learn alot this past few days regarding this things... learning from your mistakes will not make you look like a retard or make you downhearted instead it can strengthen you and your beliefs and also you are going to get stronger than what you currently are... and also you have to remember to pray all the time to god... miracles are going to happen to us one of these days around this year... coz like i mentioned before this year is the year of miracles... but you have to start believing in yourself and also risking your faith to God will then you will receive this miracles... ]
well thats my message to all you people who are backsliding or needed consolation...
just when things seems to be going the other way of what you planned,
its not that God is leaving you, its just that he wants you to find out why is he
giving you those problems, and wants you to realise by yourself on what have you done
wrong... it is said that God will not give you problems that you yourself could not solved
so its problems you can actually solved by yourself...dont go around complaining why this
and that and start saying rediculous things like, i feel abandoned and not loved by you anymore...
this will only strain your faith in him... try taking a risk and belive in God completely and im sure
your problems will just fly away, thou it may not be in an instant but i believe it will go away...
and this year is the year where people are going to give lots testimony and also where alot will be saved... i just wish that im ready to be with God by the time he comes for the second time...
and i believe all problems will be solved as long as you put your complete trust in him.... GB everyone who is disheartened... dont worry too much, it might make you go bald...
blessed those who trust in God...
