after looking back on the past things and learning from your mistakes can only you change you self, i have learn alot this past few days regarding this things... learning from your mistakes will not make you look like a retard or make you downhearted instead it can strengthen you and your beliefs and also you are going to get stronger than what you currently are... and also you have to remember to pray all the time to god... miracles are going to happen to us one of these days around this year... coz like i mentioned before this year is the year of miracles... but you have to start believing in yourself and also risking your faith to God will then you will receive this miracles... ]
well thats my message to all you people who are backsliding or needed consolation...